It dawned on me today that I could possibly miss S's first steps. She is getting closer to walking everyday, but still far from it I think. Although I think she will be really close... I doubt that she will actually be walking by the time we move. I will be away from her for at least 3 days when the move happens. I hate that we will be apart for what feels like forever (yes 3 days IS forever) and the thought that she could take her first steps while I am not there kills me.
I have been in no rush nor have I been pushing for her to walk. I will never understand why people try and push it. To me her walking turns into her running which equals me running as well. And well, I hate running! That being said, as of now, I let her do her thing; walking around holding onto furniture and walking holding my hands. But now that I have had this realization I am debating on whether to continue to allow this 'behavior' or start pushing her down when she tries to walk (just like Josh Duhammel in Life As We Know It) Oye! Decisions!!
*Disclaimer: For those of you that made the "Uh, ugh, ah" etc. sound at the thought of me pushing my infant daughter to the ground, I wouldn't seriously do it, so please.. chill out
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